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[05 Jan 2008|03:34pm] |
made a new journal to commemorate the new year, so add it :D i added some of you already
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) noroccharu
i won't ever be posting on this again, so delete it after you add the new one.
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[05 Jan 2008|02:28pm] |
new semester starts monday!
im taking intro to education, teaching diverse populations, humanities 2, comp 2, and astronomy.
im kind of scared.
anyways christmas was fun. alex bought me a ds :D plus pokemon pearl, trauma center and this crossword puzzle game ive been obsessed with.
lots of gift cards that i already used to.
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[18 Dec 2007|11:30pm] |
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okay so here's a REAL one. i'll elaborate more on things already said. the comments made me feel loved so i am being inspired <3
finished out the semester at ucf, enrolled for next semester, and waiting for ucf to give me my cash monies. i just looked at my book list and if i for some reason HAVE to buy them all new from ucf i can afford it with the $600 loan they allow me for books, which gets repaid by my scholarship stuff anyways. so a little comforting, but not quite.
im going to have to go to the bookstore to figure out all the editions and titles of thebooks i need so i can look for them online. i think the bookstore site is purposely vague to discourage us from saving money. a lot of them are "CUSTOM PACKAGES" and it doesnt tell me what exactly is so custom about them so... eh. the ucf bookstore right now is seriously like the mall on black friday. plus i need to go up there and figure out with a "clicker" is. i apparently need one for astronomy.
like i said work is pretty lame. i work about 35 hours a week, which doesnt sound like much to me but it really sucks balancing that on tope of classes, especially since im taking 5 starting in january. it's pretty easy, but im a closer and it just sucks cos there is a lot of shit youre supposed to do (really its just shit the dayshift puts on us), with two people and a lot of annoying fat people coming in thinking theyre eating healthy getting their double meat chicken bacon ranch, extra cheese. i want to just point them to the mcdonalds next door.
theres also a lot of creepy bums that hang out around my store, which sucks when i get to go to my car alone at night in the dark, since the cvs that shares the parking lot closes way before we do. one of these days im going to get jumped.
hmm what else.
my mother is still a slutbag. shes still fucking everyone from match.com, hornymatches.com, etc. nice right? im hardly ever "allowed" to come to her house, where my computer and various other things are stored, because im "embarassing" and shes always having sex. it also sucks that im struggling to make it on my own financially wise, and she saps me for money when she has 20 grand in her savings and a few thousand in her checking. oh and match.com is $70 a month, i dont want to know what the other slutty sites' prices are. ugh. only reason i still communicate with her is because she put me on her insurance plan for my car so it would be cheaper. i think she bullshits me about the price. the thing i have is like the basic minimum coverage for the other persons car, no coverage on mine, and like $2000 coverage on any injuries i might get, and its $200 a month? uhhh im doubting it.
boyfriend is alright. we got into a fight today, made up, now hes at a bar getting drunk and i have to go pcik him up in a few hours. high five! i get to have fun.... never!
im going to maryland on thursday to go spend christmas with alex's dad, stepmom, and i guess his mom's side too. i have no idea what to expect. his dad/stepmom are psychotic, and i feel like im psychotic around his mom. am i really that weird? i guess i will write about that on my return.
on the upside, i did manage to squeeze in somethings i like to do lately. i read snowflower and the secret fan, and peony in love both by lisa see. good. and im playing pokemon pearl on my ds i got for christmas early. woo.
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[16 Dec 2007|01:47pm] |
i never update. why? no one reads it. but eh i will anyways.
just finished my first semester of ucf. got a 4.0/president's honor roll. cool i guess.
work sucks. i do nothing but work.
im hungry.
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[17 Oct 2007|06:13pm] |
well, i haven't really updated in a while. i work at subway now, it's pretty cool. i'm only getting $7.05 an hour at the moment but its a really awesome job and they give me good hours.
school is mad hectic. does it ever stop? im so tired of constantly studying!!! i can't wait for christmas because we have like a month off.
i have a headache. i dont work tonight so iim going to take this opportunity to read cosmopolitan.
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[08 Oct 2007|02:30pm] |
so someone stole all my information from gap, too!
COOL!
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[14 Sep 2007|09:14pm] |
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i haven;t updated this thing in awhile. where did i leave off? i hate my job and college scares me? lol ok:
let's begin with the job situation.
it's gotten to the point where i can't stand going to regal at all. AT ALL. so this week i got a lousy three shifts. usually i am money hungry and would be clamouring for more, however i just gave them all away and did homework and studied. anyways, i applied to a coupel different places last week. an animal hospital, where i scored an interview then the interviewer got into an accident and had to cancel, and subway where i had my interview today. i went and did that. it seemed pretty positive. it seemed if they loved me they wouldve hired me on the spot, but obviously - no. so i get home, and get a phone call from amigo's - side note, on thursday my friend from middle school told me she walked in to eat, walked out with a job so i filled out an application, today, they call me for an interview in 30 minutes. so i go, and get hired on the spot as a hostess/waitress for 7.50 an hour plus tips. i start tommorow at 4. this is amazing. i am happy.
school:
i have been scared about school. i went to my advisor and talkd to her and figured out my schedule up until fall 2008. however she told me the situation with getting into nursing school. i basically have to have a 3.8 to get in. which i think i can do it it's just a looootttt of pressure, because if i dont get in, i will be a year behind in my degree. plus they only let in 120 people a year, some of those transfers, and theres about 3 times that amount the freshman year right now. great! anyways, i took my first test - psychology. i got a 99/100, basically one of the highest grade considering the average was a 75%. i have a bio and college algebra test wednesday. i have been studyin my ass off for biology. i am scaredddd to death. but besides that college is pretty cool, i like it :)
so life is started to perk up. i got a new job, im doing good in school, ifound otu my asshole old roomates got evicted (haha!), and i live with the love of my life and my kitten. all is well.
plus i am making a new friend, this girl amanda. shes in my bio class and we always talk. the other day we stayed after class studying bio for five hours. half the time we were just talking not studying so it was fun. now by the end of tonight i need to:
-clean the kitchen
-put the laundry away
-print out some practice tests and do them
-do my rough draft of a paper
-study some
hectic hectic.
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[11 Aug 2007|01:44am] |
went to the bank yesterday. now i have money in the bank. found out that my check card WAS stolen when my car was broken into, but the idiots [old roomamtes cough cough] never noticed i never activated it, and used it at like 10 different gas stations and got denied. haha. jackasses.
just got home from working forever. too much work for minimum wage!
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[03 Aug 2007|06:56pm] |
i last updated this thing three weeks ago. weird. who actually reads this? everyone has abandoned livejournal for myspace. there's only a few of you whose journal ill actually read when i come online, like julia's, christine's [raynala], alissa's, i think that's about it. ahah. not many people post still anyways.
so i got a job! yay. no more worrying about money. its the regal theater in waterford, i go to orientation monday. i have heard some horror stories about it, but i will just grin and bear it and have money in the bank.
life has been pretty bland and boring lately considering it;s summer and i havent had anything to do. me and alex pretty much just sit around all day long lol. im bored of it now but im sure once school starts im going to wish i am still lazing about.
school starts in like... 3 weeks. im scared. i dont really know what to expect. and it sucks that ucf is such a huge campus and some days my classes are about 10 minutes apart. lots of running on my part i suppose. le sigh.
i had to get a advance on my scholarship $$$ so i can order books. waiting for that check now. i have to go get another atm card from bank of america now i guess considering they fixed their own stupid mistake of charging me for overdrafting my account when i hadnt taken anything out. dicks.
anyways, i am rambling. i have been doing laundry all day/ reading the new harry potter book. its moving very s l o w. i dont know what to expect.
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[11 Jul 2007|07:19pm] |
ughh.
got my tag/title in my name for my car today. that was a slight pain in the ass. i got a ucf tag ahah. it's kind of cute. i'm a nerd. i got all my school shit for the fall. i now have to neatly label them and stuff because im neurotically organized with school stuff.
alex might take me to harry potter tonight :D
give me a job?
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[10 Jul 2007|03:34pm] |
so registered for classes today. that was hell. it sucks that i finally picked a major, and i dont start doing nothing fun for another year and a half. gen ed? gay. anyways. i have college algebra, bio 1, humanistic traditions 1, and psychology. fun? im tired. and jobless. someone hire me to mow their lawn or something.
to top it off th ebetter i eat and the less i sit on my ass, the more weight i gain. i am theorizing that i have a giant tapeworm inside me that is really the cause for my lard.
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[08 Jul 2007|07:37pm] |
got my monroe pierced today.
i got fired from pei wei for some dumb shit i didn't do. it was ridiculous. i was the lowest paid person there, worked the hardest, and they looked for any little reason to get rid of me. fuck that place i hated it anyways. im going to look for more jobs on wednesday cos tommorow and tuesday i have orientation all day at ucf. im afraid to put them down as a reference though cos theyll probably say i suck at life. someone give me a job?
anyways after that happened i said fuck it, i have wanted this pierced for a while and i didnt cos of work so i went and dropped $40 to get it done. it was a moment of weakness haha. oh well. it looks cute besides the fact that i have a long post in it right now in case of swelling. it looks like a whiskers. i need new posts.
i feel like i broke up with work. it was so cold the way they did it lol. fuck them. i hate them. the food wasnt that good anyways.
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[02 Jul 2007|02:42pm] |
since i just recently kind of remembered that i had this:
a looot has gone on. i moved out of myrna's with aubrey, after about a month and a half of sleeping on her floor, and spending a lot of money to get to school and back. we found a 5 bedroom house for $1400 a month, and got 3 other roomates. this was good and really fucking fun for about... 2 weeks. then these roommates start showing their true faces, destroying things, not paying rent, not paying me back $1500 i lent them for the deposit, etc. there were constantly people there that would also destroy everything. id come home to people passed out in my bed. anyways. so i start to like one of their friends alex [the only sane one?] and once they all caught on to us liking eachother they went completely psychotic, exiling us both, and constantly talking shit about us. for that?
anyways it doesn't sound as bad as it really is cos i can't put it into words well. but me and aubrey stopped talking really, but then she called me a few days ago freaking out because the roommates burned her hamsters and put an english bulldog in the fridge. this is the stupid shit they do.
my car got broken into the other day and im pretty sure it was them.
im also getting death threats from one of their firneds ex girlfriends because we had a brief... "thing" if thats what you want to call it. apparently im going to get killed on my birthday.
which is in 2 days. i have nothing planned at all. actually i work a double.
anyways. i am really happy with alex, he is amazing.
my ucf orientation is next week. i am still undecided on a major.
i have to start getting ready for work now, i have like 45 minutes till i have to leave.
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[16 Apr 2007|11:52am] |
if life was a person id beat the fucking shit out of it.
MOVING SPUR OF THE MOMENT AGAIN. OH JOY.
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[14 Apr 2007|04:38pm] |
so
i despise maggie. i want to kill her, seriously.
me and aubrey have a duplex were moving in to the 2nd week of may. it's so cute. has a big fenced back yard, big front yard with two huge trees. 2/2. big kitchen.
i only talk to three people whatsoever anymore aubrey erek and lauren.
last night erek dragged me and aubrey to a cemetery and we were scared out of our minds at 3 am lol.
everytime i am at this house, every one is at eachothers throats. may can't come fast enough
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[26 Mar 2007|11:30pm] |
so. life is once again ridiculous and hectic. i know have two jobs. no money. no drive. i just want somebody to make me feel loved. i'm miserable on the inside for real. i was just reading my entires on this journal and i realized i never mentioned i dumped ben. he was mad gay. i seem so melodramatic on this thing. and random.
me and aubrey are going to get an apartment.
he is the only constant thing in my life:
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[19 Mar 2007|04:52pm] |
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you know, life is okay for once. i mean, i am not amazingly happy, but i am pretty content, and i haven't been like that in a long, long time. i have awesome friends, dance is good and recital is soon, the whole living situation isn't favorable but i think it will work out in the end.
i have aubrey's kitties here. magic, saul and tyler.
that's tyler, isn't he adorable!?
this morning i woke up with magic sleeping on my head.
i feel like i am way too calm at the moment for everything that's going on in my life at the moment.
i hate money.
to do list!:
- get a fucking job!
- $200 to ucf
- $240 to FOD
- graduate
- turn legal
- find home for kitties
- figure out my living situation
if anyone can babysit three kitties for a month ill s your d
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[16 Mar 2007|12:48am] |
i'm tired of being a parasite, i think i need to find myself. i need to get away from all this negativity and oppression for being myself. i'm tired of having to censor myself for everything. only thing i'm scared of is that i will have to stop dancing before may. i want people to come to my recital and see what i have accomplished.
i am going on a journey.
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[01 Mar 2007|11:49pm] |
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LIFE... IS FUCKING AMAZING. i am so happy i just want to scream and dance and leap and jump.
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[20 Feb 2007|12:54pm] |
so i got sick over night, and i'm miserable. i took some nyquil last night and it knocked me out. so hard, that i slept through my alarm. then when i tried to wake up this morning for school i felt really dizzy and terrible so i just went back to bed. this sucks. good thing i didn't go though, because i remembered i had an essay due for boyte that i didn't do.
my new goal: to live instead of exist
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